The pain of losing someone doesn’t always hit right away. At first, you’re surrounded by distractions, (people, responsibilities, and emotions) that keep your mind occupied. But as time passes, and life starts returning to normal, you begin to feel their absence more deeply.
It’s in those quiet moments, when you need their advice, their comfort, or just their presence, that reality sinks in. You realize they’re truly gone, and that’s when the pain becomes overwhelming. It’s a feeling that words can’t fully describe, and the hardest part is knowing that no matter how much you miss them, you can’t bring them back.
Hurts like hell, surely, hope heals
That's heartwrenching. But true. I'm very sorry if you're going through it now. Do take care.